pelupa....

Hahahhaa......i'm a Pelupa...hehee....oways say wanna on9 n type sumthing here...but..when i on9...i juz forgotten what I wanna Type liao...wakakaka...

Okie...2day is 26th of June 2008...!! My birthday has juz past 6 days ago...I'm working on my Birthday that day...wish that i can celebrate with My CUTE and LOVELY 'son' and 'daughther'....But...JUZ think only....no one knows that day was My 'Po Dan Ri'....kekeke...so juz past like that only lol...

That day....i decided 2 go bek 2 kampar....bcoz i wish 2 celebrate wf all my family members...coz I dunoe when I'll b leaving...no matter where I go...or mayb My LORD FATHER want Me go bek 2 stay wf HIM ady leh...?? Who knows..?? God Knows...hahaha...^^

Really wish that I can receive his greeting message on my Birth day.....BUT....he disappointed me again....!!!

2 days after my bday...was "sumone's" Birthday....really wish 2 send him a greeting msg...think all day long ady...finally make up my mind 2 send Him a message....BUT...do u know what's the answer...?? wat I gt...?? "..NOMBOR YANG ANDA DAIL...TIADA DALAM PERKHIDMATAN..."

iT WAS Really a GOOD birthday present....and i just dunoe why...i keep on crying n crying....juz like a soh poh....and all the things 'flashing' in my mind....is VERY FRESH....it ady past le....1 year+ ady....but everything seems like juz happened yesterday....

FRIEND.....i noe i'm stupid.....dunoe why still love Him....but i juz dunoe what 2 do bside blessing him always....pray for him oways.....bcozzz 4 now....this is the only way that i can do for him....!!!

Sumtimes i anger with GOD...i prayed to HIM....ASKED him 2 take away all my feelings unto 'him'....if he really not my Mr.Right....juz let me 4gt all things which about him n US...but....what the answer again....i juz kip on thinking n thinking bout 'him' .....DAMN....

Now....feel regret after gt known that he ady changed his hp num....i think from now on....really hv 2 say GOODBYE to him le....bcoz....he dun ever care bout me....

Friend said....a guy won't meet his EX bcoz he still love his Ex....wait til 1 day he really dun hv feelings ady...then he ll meet his Ex again....!!!
I thinked b4...will 'he' b the same what my friend said...?? hahaha....^^
n my friend asked me...even my sis asked me aso...."are u still love him..??"
guess what'z my answer...YES....that's what u think...Stupid....ofcoz still love lar...if not...no nid 2 talk bout him here lar...hahaha....

YES...i'm still in love with him....i answered my sis...." 2 years de realation....u say 4gt then can 4gt meh...?? i nid sum time 2 do so..."...
I'm a human whish hv feelings n thinkings....so i nid time 2 4gt those.....but if he really say that he ady no feelings ady....then i noe what is 'he'..."he" was nt a Human....nt even a animal....'he is nothing...kekeke....