Useless Wong...

What a stupid and useless person am i..?? haiz....

Yesterday nite....dunoe why sud feel very moody...and dunoe why suddenly Miss Him very much....Think bout him all day nite...and then i tot i availuable 2 manage my feelings and thinkings after i wakey wakey in the morning....but i'm useless....!!!

Today.....dunoe why....not happy while working....today was the 1st day that i cried and feel unhappy i worked here....!!! actually i started 2 loved this job....but suddenly...i feel that everything bcum worst....everything bad appeared all together in the same time....!!!

What happened...??
--just wanna helped the teachers to keep the things tidy....but kena say that i mess up their things....ok lar...seun lar....but....today my UPU results ll cum out....i really hope that i can enter uni...atleast can enter...no matter which course i'm in...bcoz i love all those courses what....But then what happened...?? i get the result trough SMS....they told me that ''Anda Tidak Berjaya Dipilih.." what a F??k....Damn it...

i already miss my oppurtunity 4 Taking the Japanese Course at UM de lar....now....masuk Uni pun tak jadi....hahahhaa......suddenly feels like no hope ady....
i juz wish to start a new life....so hard that i finally found out myself n know what to do...but everthing seems like don't like me...they ran as far as they could....all i wish ran away from me....!!! What had happened...??

I just wish that i can ran away from Him....run away from everthing that ll remind me about him....and run away all those place that He May be there...but what happened...???

Really wish to cry out long long time ago...but dunoe why juz cant cry out....but today...i finally cried...until my eyes also bengkak ady...my colleuge asked me what happened...?? i also din tell them...!!! what should i do now...?? Continue working here...?? and how bout my Dream..??? Going 2 Japan...??!!!!!

Really very Hate HIM....a year++ lar.....why still can't ran away from him...?? i hate him...but i hate myself more...!!!! The day before yesterday...i tot i finally success 2 run away from him....mana tau.....actually I still hvn't.....STUPID....DAMN IT.....USELESS....!!!!