Thursday, June 26, 2008

honeydew....

Do you know why i Loved 2 drink honeydew onot..??
hahaha....actually....'his' fruit's name in our fruit family is honeydew....do u still remember...??

hmmph.....ya...he really do hurt m3 much n deep...but what use...?/ nthing....who asked me 2 Love him..>??

View His friendster few days ago...he looks thinner....really very "heart pain"....
Read His Comment among he n friends....he said...his penpal is his gf....hahaha...."My heart started 2 drop blood"....Then....his friend ask him 2 5 a real gf....same course is better...so can help him in his assignment...!!! " my tears dropped..."....

What happened with me...?/ huh...?/ He really makes me can't concentrate to do my things...he still the one who oways mempengaruhi me....!!! My feelings...My thinkings....n everything.....Dunoe wanna Hate Him or Thank Him....Or Love Him....!!!!

I can;t n I dun wanna accept or to start a new realationship....it was bcoz of him...!!!
  1. I scared I get hurt again...
  2. I have no confident...
  3. I still love him...
  4. I still care bout him...
  5. I still thinking of him...
  6. He still inside my heart...
  7. He still the best for me....
  8. Everything bout him are the best....
  9. He is STILL the ONLY ONE...
  10. And I Think My heart Still WAiTinG 4 Him....

I know that i'm stupid....but....I juz can't control myself....!!!

Scared to hear that he got a new Girlfriend....!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sob............................

WHAT SHOULD I DO.....?????????????????????//

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