Why...???????
Erm....I think it was because I can do what I want to....Like what I wish to be or my Hobby...because I no need to spare somemore time to accompany my partner....and there's the time I can concentrate with my planning....started to work-hard to aim my wants...!!!
And when you did it succesfully...I think I finally success in my life....because I did not wasted my time...!!! and I will also feel proud of myself...!!! THE Most important thing is ...I will not Regret in the future if I did not done my best...!!!!
Actually for me....when you like someone...you feel 'Hang Fook'....and when you fall in love in someone...!!! you feel very 'Sun Fu'....and ofcoz when you are in love by someone...you can feel both two sides of feelings....!!!!
Hmmphh.....why 'like' and 'love' are different...?? because the meaning also different...!!!!
Like-------is just a feelings that you have unto that guy/girl in a short period....but...
Love------Was a feelings that you have for the entire life...
You have to promise and make sure that your partner can have a better life...
you wish that you can give your partner the best of your's...
you want your partner just love you ONLY....
you wish that your partner CAN become this and that...
you want your partner this and that....
and the end is.................both of you will feel very "sun Fu'...
because of those stupid PROMISED....
But what can you do...?? Once you fall in love with Him/Her....then you can't help...!!!
What to do..?? Who asked you love Him/Her so much...?? What you can do is.............
Just let the time to wash away those feelings and thinkings........
Time do plays their own roles........But how many do you need to wash away....????
Me...?????? one year plus....also cannot......sometimes I thought That I already put down....
But sometimes I found that I did not........it's really very " Sun Fu " now....
I prayed many many many times that...I asked God to take away all my feelings unto Him....
I ask God...."God....If He really not the One that you ready for me....Please take away all my feelings unto him..."
The 1st month after seperate I prayed like this.....continuous.....I already prayed this for one year plus....but what I get...??
Hmmphhh....sometimes I do think That...God.....are you fooling me...?? kekeke.....really sorry to think like that...but...sometimes really wonder...
Why are we like that...?? What happened to us...?? No partner....No Friends....Even NO contact....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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